Had coffee as nightcap with family... I am happy and relaxed now. Ma must be smiling as she always wanted me to be happy. Good night, hope she comes in my dreams .

Today is my ma's second DA and i m once again feeling very lonely wid out her.Tho i know she is never dead fr me as i always feel her around. In d quietness of d home ,i m reliving my beautiful,memorable,smtimes funny moments wid mom.All very touching...I feel she comes to me Wen nobody is around.While doing my puja i cried to my hearts content,let d tears flow like never bfore.Why can't she come to me just fr a moment?